Yesterday my boyfriend was home so working out was like blah. Maybe it's just me, but I like to workout and be alone. I don't like that feeling of being watched, makes me feel like they're laughing at me. It's why I don't like the gym.
Anyway, I did the normal workout, Jillian and Body Rock. Although I'm hitting that part, even after only 8 days where I'm giving up and don't give a shit about this anymore. I'm just in the plain "Fuck It" mood. I don't feel I'm going to get any where doing this, except a sore body in which my body is currently in pain from starting this. I think reason I feel the "Fuck it" is because I have no idea what I'm doing which makes me feel like an idiot. Plus I can't do half of the shit I try to do, which makes me feel more like an idiot.
Maybe today is just a bad day, because today is day 9 and I don't want to do fuck all. I did about 5 minutes of the Jillian Michaels workout and said fuck it ( I sure have a lot to swear about today don't i? ). Maybe it's because I went to bed at 7AM because someone likes to snore so I'm a bit on the grumpy side. I still have to go to work, whenever I get there ( I work alone, cleaning, whatever time I need to go in at after 6, so I'm not going to be purposely late because I work by myself), and I still need to shower ... Overall, it's just not a good day ...
Well, off I go to do Day 9. Maybe.
Unlike me for the day, Try and keep MOTIVATED !
Anyway, I did the normal workout, Jillian and Body Rock. Although I'm hitting that part, even after only 8 days where I'm giving up and don't give a shit about this anymore. I'm just in the plain "Fuck It" mood. I don't feel I'm going to get any where doing this, except a sore body in which my body is currently in pain from starting this. I think reason I feel the "Fuck it" is because I have no idea what I'm doing which makes me feel like an idiot. Plus I can't do half of the shit I try to do, which makes me feel more like an idiot.
Maybe today is just a bad day, because today is day 9 and I don't want to do fuck all. I did about 5 minutes of the Jillian Michaels workout and said fuck it ( I sure have a lot to swear about today don't i? ). Maybe it's because I went to bed at 7AM because someone likes to snore so I'm a bit on the grumpy side. I still have to go to work, whenever I get there ( I work alone, cleaning, whatever time I need to go in at after 6, so I'm not going to be purposely late because I work by myself), and I still need to shower ... Overall, it's just not a good day ...
Well, off I go to do Day 9. Maybe.
Unlike me for the day, Try and keep MOTIVATED !
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